Sad

Why are you always mad, he lies cuz he thinks I won't let him do things , he thinks the wedding show is for girls and doesn't want to go but is going only cuz I want him there .... I feel like I'm not good enough for him I want to cuddle and he says he can't sleep unless he gets off he says I can have what I want but I want him to care how I feel I've become more aware of his drinking and after the weekend with his friends where he was hurtful he wonders why it Bugs me he expects me to always be happy but doesn't understand how this next few days freaks me out bad .., ok ttyl

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