well sometimes i feel very alone and its hard for me to lean on people when I'm down. Its a work in progress but some times are better than others. so to help myself Ive created this blog sometimes it will be good sometimes not but now that i have my computer set up i hope that i will take some time to do it more maybe work on things i want to get done like work on book and projects and stuff so we will have to see. If you don't like what you read please just don't read it!